spilled it

sy da lm tk post. sy busy. btol la tu. tp still ad ms sbnrnye nk tlis cm tk tau nk start. huhu. few thgs i solved. few thgs are remained unsolved. may be it is better tht way. entah la.

sy ni kdg2 pelik ng dr sniri. sometimes sy rs: "Han Su Rii, ure in the right path". kdg2 plak:"whut d hell r u doing?!"

heheh. psycho sggh sy ni. tp psycho2 pon sy still bpijak d bumi yg nyata. sy tau sy bukan kuat sgt. kdg2 sy lupa Dia. sy lupa Dia yg sntiase ada memerhatikn perbuatn sy...tgkh laku...baik buruk. Dia simpn sgale rhsia sy. bl sy lupa, sy btol2 lpa...shggalah kwn tegur: "mik wudhuk...solat...doa." it's so simple kn? tp yg simple ni la yg sy asik lpa....lau tkde org igtkn mmg sy tktau bl sy akn 'wake up'.

sy byk berperang ng dr sniri. hati kt nak. akal kt jgn. entah la. due bnd ni asik tk selari je. yg pening ntinye sy lh orgnye. last2 tau tk pe yg sy wt? bermalas-malasan kt blik....layan m0vies hahahah. org ajk kua pon mls. tkde life btoi sy ni.

sy da lm tk jmpe my mom. ermmm...almost 5months. rndu nk blik umh. bkn jauh sgt tp sy asik bg alasan.

sy cb nk lpakan ksh syg sy kt Jerry. hahaha. sbb syg die sy mcm org giler stiap kali die tkde. heheh. bleh ke nk lpakan ksh syg kite kt someone...? sy ng Jerry...sy tau kitorg ad bonding. i can feel it. mcm sy ng CiCi.hmmm...speaking of, i miss him too. da lbh sbuln tk jmpa ank sy yg sorg tuh. perut die agknye makin londeh kot...hihih...die mkn byk. tdo mnyk...kesian CiCi trpkse bjauhan ng sy. sy tau mst die rindu ms2 die ng sy. sbb sy sllu mnjakan die. sy sgt2 syg die. sy tk brni nk syg manusia mcm sy syg CiCi. manusia suka betray ksh syg org kt die. tk mcm kucing. walau kucing tk bleh bcakap mcm mnusia tkleh pkir mcm mnusia...at least dorg sgt loyal. i choose cat over a man. coz untill now, no men in my life tht cn prove to me tht betrayal is not in their gene.